I AM A JESUS GIRL ON A JOURNEY
I WILL NOT LIVE MY LIFE ALONE, I NEED JESUS MORE THAN EVER.
Monday, January 3, 2022
CHEERS TO 2022
Monday, December 13, 2021
IT JUST TAKES TIME
Friday, December 10, 2021
LIFE IS LIKE A......
Wednesday, December 8, 2021
WATCH OUT...I'M COMING FOR YOU
Monday, December 6, 2021
CHOOSE JOY? SERIOUSLY? NOW?
Wednesday, December 1, 2021
THE FOG HAS LIFTED..IT'S TIME FOR A BATTLE
Sometimes I get so wrapped up in me and my thoughts and struggles during this time that I lose focus of others who are struggling. I know my daughters are struggling with what is going on with Sean, I know Meghan has to be struggling with what is happening. We are family and we will get through this together with God leading the way. For 3 months now there has been a fog that has clouded my judgement and my thinking. I have allowed that fog to permeate my mind. My thoughts have not been what they usually are and that is causing me troubles until this morning when God brought me to Psalm 40- read it after you're done with this blog. It changed my heart and my thoughts.
I need to wait patiently on my Lord. He has heard my cries and my prayers. He has done so many miracles in my life and the life of my family that I began to doubt His plan, I been to fear that His plan was not my plan...which is true...His plan is not even close to my plan, it's always better. At least it has been for me. Even when I doubt, even when I am fearful, He always comes through. It may not be what I would like but He has always been faithful and I believe He will be faithful in healing Sean. The thing I kept forgetting to do it raise my sword of the Spirit...the Word of God.
I need to arm myself for battle with the enemy, the deceiver, the liar. Oh trust me God will fight this battle and He will ultimately win, but I need to arm myself because I cannot stand against the strategies of Satan without the proper armor. I need the belt of God's truth, I need the breastplate of His righteousness, I need the shoes to spread the good news about Jesus, I need a shield of faith knowing God's got me in the palm of His hands, I need the helmet of Salvation...Jesus Christ is my Savior, and I need to wield the sword of the Spirit which is the Word of God...my Bible!!! God will fight my battles but my responsibility to to put on His armor every day.
I forgot thee things. I was so caught up in what was going on I lost sight of the impossible...what God is doing in Sean's body and mind and heart. I will fight on my knees armed for battle with God's Holy armor. I will not fight a war that He has already won, I surrender myself, Sean and my family to my God and my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. All I can say is watch out Satan I am now armed and dangerous!!!
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Monday, November 29, 2021
WHAT LOAD ARE YOU CARRYING?
My sweet Shelby loves to carry things in her arms. For the most part she only carries what she can handle but there are occasions that she thinks she can carry a load that is way too big for her. Life is like that many times in our lives. We get so used to carry the load that we don’t realize the load is way too much for us to bear. We get overwhelmed and burdened to the point of collapsing and then we fall apart. It has happened to me many times especially recently with all that Sean is going through. I try to find solutions that maybe he doesn’t want to listen to, (I am still his mom) or I try to hide my tears so he doesn’t see me fall apart or I just keep carrying my fears without letting them out because I still believe in miracles and how can I believe in miracles and still have fears and doubts?
I’m human. I am a believer in Jesus Christ and I know miracles happen every day. I have experienced them first hand. But what load am I carrying that God has told me to let go of? Then I begin to feel overwhelmed because if this is what I’m feeling, what is Sean feeling? Is he carrying to big of a load? It’s hard for me to imagine as a mom, watching my son deal with issues I have never dealt with. I don’t want him carrying a load that he is not designed to carry. I want to take it all away and carry it myself, but I can’t. I can’t…BUT GOD can and He will, if we let go of it and give it to Him.
BUT GOD….BUT GOD….BUT GOD
He can make the impossible possible. He can do what only He can do. He can carry the load we try to carry. When we place our load, our burdens in His Mighty hands, He does the impossible. But….we have to do what we can do. We can’t just sit on the sidelines and hand all our burdens to God without doing our part also. What can we do? Pray! Investigate all the endless possibilities that is out there. In Sean’s case, there are numerous doctors with numerous opinions, there are natural doctors who rely on God’s healing plants along with medicine, there are so many options to check into BUT GOD…will direct the path if we let Him.
Life is a journey that takes us down roads we never imagined. BUT GOD…with Him as our GPS system, we can’t make a wrong turn. I trust in God! I give Him the load I cannot carry any longer. I lay my burdens at the foot of the cross and surrender it all to Him!
Wednesday, November 24, 2021
THANKSGIVING IN THE MIDST OF A STORM?
Monday, November 22, 2021
ROUND ONE—-COMPLETE
Friday, November 19, 2021
IT'S OKAY TO NOT ALWAYS BE OKAY
Wednesday, November 17, 2021
I AM SURROUNDED BY GRACE
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